Hi again :)

So... Sorry about my 10 month hiatus. I've been busy with family, friends, job hunting, and the all important trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. More to follow soon.

Future Thoughts

Just like every other Senior
I'm nervous as nervous can be
But I find myself with another
Quite unexpected emotion
I'm feeling strangely sentimental

I think back to the days
When we were so
Insecure
Apprehensive
Anxious
And downright terrified

Now it's time for us to prepare
For this barrage of emotion
All over again
A new roller coaster to enjoy

We've got lives that need LIVING!

The Dreaded Wall

One of the most frustrating little things in the world to deal with has got to be writers block. You're just looking at a screen almost as blank as the look on your face. Its like spontaneously developing ADHD and having it go into overdrive along with a little cocaine on the side. I can't focus on a single topic. I start to type something out but I loose interest or I think of something better than what I was working on at that moment. And then I later realize that the new topic is just as bad as the previous one. I can't stand the wall!!!

Are we nothing but leaves now?
Just waiting for the day
When we turn dark in color
And fall from the tree?
Are we to just wait?
Wait to become specks of dust
Just drifting form place to place?
Is or time as blossoms on the branch
Over and done with
Just like that?
If it is.
Help me to say goodbye.

Is it just me or are blogs becoming more and more difficult? I'm beginning to run out of ideas for my postings. I definetly need some inspiration for these things. Anyone want to be my muse and give me strokes of genius? It would be greatly appreciated!

This video is hilarious! There is a ton of videos like this on youtube! Check them out! It is amazing how well this baby can mimic a preacher! It truly is amazing what infants are capable of.

What's a girl to do?

From the day of my first visit to the movie theater, I have wanted to be an actress. I had dreams of one day being in front of a camera. I could play the struggling artist, the damsel in distress, maybe the goregous heroine who saves the day. But lately these dreams have become a memory of a distant childhood. A wish that will never come true. These days you have to think realistically, and a job where you are paid millions to portray someone else isn't all that real. As a freshman, I was able to see myself in a school of the arts, and preparing for a career as a leading lady. It now seems to be that I have two years in Delta and a couple more years in a four year to look forward to. Keeping me further from what I have been dreaming of. I have been wanting to act for as long as I can remember, and everyday it seems less and less likely that it will happen. I may need a miracle to get me started in show business.